Thank God for the mental strength to make a difficult decision.. Not easy at first, it cost me a few drops of tears.. (very silly) I told myself "I won't compromise my walk with God for any guy." POWER! After that decision, everything falls into place again! And now I feel really really freeeeeee! Steph helped much after I talked to her about it and she shared her experience with me as well.. Plus today's sermon helped! So it's like phew~ Just in time.. Oh and Kelvin also challenged me as well.. 2 is always better than 1! Thanks people.. =) Yay! I'm glad.

Anyway, yesterday! After choir prac and singing for svc I went to watch the NDP rehearsal!! I was super late man.. So I missed the marching in parade (wasted!) The rest of the little I watched was great though.. We (Vernon and father) sat beneath the fireworks! HAHA! We were really near them.. A sight to behold.. Haven't been to the stadium for years so when I first stepped in, I went "wahh so big!" (pardon me..) and it was a sea of red and white! People actually wore red and white!!! For rehearsal! HAHA.. I was quite surprised. =) Then again, something ironic happened, at the end of it, those patriotic citizens became a disgrace to Singapore. Too strong a word? Maybe.. But that was what I thought after seeing all the litters scattering around the stadium..

Errr.. (now I can't believe) I actually asked vernon during the shootouts? Or what do u call it.. When the contingents shoot.. Ya, I asked him "Huh! The balloon (pointing to the big big one at the direction of the rifles) won't burst meh???" LOL~ Wah I felt dumb la after he explained to me that the 'bullets' have their tips removed so when triggered only the shell will drop off producing the shooting sound we hear.. ~~~~ All my 19 years.. What happened!! hahaha.. Try not to laugh at me ok. =) The most dui thing was I forgot to bring my cam!!! Wasted! Nvm hopefully I can get tickets for the actual thing hahaha~~ I actually went to ballot for it.. And I didn't know we can click as many times we want!!! So I clicked once only~ Aiyo~ Haha if not can sell it away.. Heard it can cost as much as 50 for one.. Woo... (when there is a demand......)